Seriously, this shouldn't even be a post, but ever since last Tuesday, I've been a cookie maniac. Lots of cookies, ever day, hence the Sabatoge post from Thursday.
However, I am two days cookie sober. I made 4 dozen today and didn't even lick the icing off the spoon. I have had 2 very clean eating days. My plan is still to wait until New Years Eve to get on the scale. I've started to doubt that I can have clean days until then. Of course on Christmas we will have our traditional goose dinner, but why am I doubting the rest of it? Because I've had some bad days and I am having a defeatist attitude. What the heck? I've got to cut this out. I surely have no intention of gaining back this almost 90 lbs. It's December...the toughest month of the year for emotional eaters!
I'm adding work outs this next week to try to meet my exercise goal for this quarter, so that might mean 2 hours a day of exercise. That's a good thing. Today I'm even doing a triple (because I'm a little crazy and I miss my gym buddies).
There are now only 12 days left to this cold dreary month...Bring on the New Year!!!