The last few weeks I have been blue. Not so bad that I haven't been eating well or working out, because I've been nearly perfect in that regards, but still bad enough that I just want to sleep. I think partly it is because of the winter. It's February - cold - still dark... I took my daughter for a walk in her stroller the other day and nearly froze my face off. (Of course I started singing "I can't feel my face when I'm with you...but I like it, but I like it!..." )
I don't like feeling on edge. I don't like feeling that I could at any moment throw the towel in. I like feeling strong, confident and unshakeable.
I did have a compliment from a guy today I've never met. During our BodyPump class the instructor, and my friend, made comment to the fact that I had just gotten out of a dance class. At the end of the class, this guy Blaine comes up to me and says "You did a class before this? Wow - I don't think I could do that!" It's a nice feeling when I hear something like that.
So I trudge on...hoping to beat this funk sooner than later.