tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6602895903078240812024-03-12T19:44:05.772-05:00It's Never Too Late to Be Who You Might Have BeenJodiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15630336513125354615noreply@blogger.comBlogger469125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-660289590307824081.post-31751844691035308632016-04-05T07:59:00.002-05:002016-04-05T07:59:47.759-05:00Mom-cation!I just returned from Pheonix Arizona where I had a 5 day Mom-Cation. When I quit my job to stay home again, I told my husband that I need to take some time each year just for me for a trip. Last year I went to Disneyworld by myself, this year I went to Arizona to visit a girlfriend (and one of my former fitness instructors).<br />
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I had such a refreshing time and managed to even lose weight! I went to the Grand Canyon, Sedona, Desert Botanical Garden, Queen Creek Olive Oil Company Tour, The Musical Instrument Museum, Frank Lloyd Wright's Taliesen West, The Phoenix Zoo, Hole in the Rock...just so much It was wonderful! I ate great food and didn't worry about what I was eating. <br />
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So I'm back, feeling more refreshed, more committed.<br />
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I made my April goal (maybe a few days late but it's ACHIEVED!) - 30 lbs gone.<br />
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I hope all is well!Jodiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15630336513125354615noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-660289590307824081.post-75890795360919045992016-03-28T07:24:00.003-05:002016-03-28T07:24:38.453-05:00StalledNo blogging usually means no losing and that's about the gist of it. Part of the month was slow because that's the way weight loss can be, but part of the month was slow because I wasn't taking care of myself and eating way too much too often. <br />
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Depression is a soul sucking disease. And while I am thankful I don't suffer the way that many do, it still knocks me off my feet and any deviation or weird thing that happens throws me off.<br />
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My ankle took a turn for the worse so I need to go back in to a different doctor to have it looked at. After a year and half, I'm going to be rather annoyed if they tell me I need surgery now, but something has to be done. I tried to start running again and the impact on it must have messed with it. It's bearable, but irritating. <br />
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I also had a weird blister/boil near my privates, that after some research figured it was just a result of sweat and hair follicles, but it was still weird and made me feel self conscious (even though noone but me and my hubby could see it).<br />
<br />And it's the 3 year anniversary of my Dad's death. The worst thing of his death was the timing. He died on March 24th, 2013 (which happened to be Palm Sunday). We couldn't do services until after Easter because of Catholic rules. So while there is an actual date of death, from Palm Sunday til Easter is kind of always shot for me, because it was the worst week of my life in 2013. <br />
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Just annoying things that take me off track.<br />
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I'm going to Phoenix on Thursday to visit a friend for a few days. I've never been and I'm taking a bus tour to the Grand Canyon. I'm very excited! Hopefully it will set my mind straight and get me back on track for April!<br />
<br />Jodiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15630336513125354615noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-660289590307824081.post-31671468659632941612016-03-13T07:19:00.002-05:002016-03-13T07:19:41.306-05:00A step back, a step forward - and Gumby.I had a little set back last week. 3 days of constant eating. And by that I mean binge eating. The scale went up, but it's gone back down again quickly. I was PMS'ing so that may be why I went a little crazy. Every since I had Charlotte I have had terribly moody PMS. It wasn't nearly as bad before.<br />
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On a positive note, I am feeling definitely more mobility. I took Charlotte to the park the other day and just all around felt it easier to move and chase her around. Body Flow is also becoming easier. There is a particular move called Standing Camel, that I had to ask the instructor if I was doing it right because it just seemed so easy. Yep, I'm right, just "bendy". My friend was with my Friday and as she watched me doing it, she said, "What the heck, are you Gumby?" That made me feel good.<br />
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I've just got to keep moving forward and keep my eyes focused on what matters to me. And remember that one slip up doesn't delete all my progress from the last 2 months! <br />
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<br />Jodiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15630336513125354615noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-660289590307824081.post-36935461020725653282016-03-03T07:11:00.003-06:002016-03-03T07:11:43.361-06:00I'm 25% complete.I'm a little late in posting my February results. I was a little nervous this month because my weight loss just slogged along at a seemingly glacial pace. But the last week was a winner and I ended up with a total of 10.4 pounds lost.<br />
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Added to last months, I have lost 25.2 lbs since the beginning of the year!! <br />
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I worked out 23 out of 29 days. <br />
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The problem with the second month is that it is as NEVER good as the first month - unless you cheated your way through the first month.<br />
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I'm feeling good. My body is achy a lot but I keep moving forward.<br />
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Here's me and my baby girl at an Oscar party that I just held. I like this photo.<br />
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<br />Jodiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15630336513125354615noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-660289590307824081.post-83395622368592937582016-02-26T15:10:00.000-06:002016-02-26T15:10:04.146-06:00An Important AnniversaryToday is an important anniversary. It has been 4 years since I first lost 100 lbs. I still have 77 lbs to go to get back to that weight. I feel good mostly about how my weight loss is going now, but I'm sad too to realize that I was once under 200 lbs for a short period of time before I became pregnant. <br />
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I'm doing all the same things that I did before to try to get back to where I was. I want to remember this day and hopefully by the end of the year, I will have a new anniversary. The Second time I lost 100 lbs.<br />
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Happy Friday!Jodiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15630336513125354615noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-660289590307824081.post-84159839928072289842016-02-22T14:49:00.001-06:002016-02-22T14:49:11.467-06:00Sometimes the Small Stuff IS the Big StuffI've been miserable the last few days. Some of it has to do with that time of month, but really a lot of it has to do with the situation I'm going to describe. At first glance and feeling, it is an immature, ridiculous reason to be so upset, but nevertheless I was. When I was searching for more reason for why I was upset, I hit upon something that made it actually a really big thing.<br />
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Last summer, while I wasn't going to the gym at all because I was working, something happened with the husband of one of my gym friends that caused him to get kicked out of our health club. He had been inappropriate with one of the instructors and that's all I know about it. I only found out about it months after since I wasn't there at the gym. I was at a party in October and she mentioned she had switched clubs and I said, OMG, why? She told me that it was a long story. <br />
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This particular friend (and we aren't really that great of friends) has an annual Oscar watching party. When I didn't get an invitation this year, I figured that she wasn't having it because of all the drama and the fact that most of the people she had invited from years past were from our healthclub.<br />
<br />Turns out she was having it, but was "keeping it small". I wasn't really hurt about it until pretty much everyone else that had been invited in years past (with the exception of a few) was invited this year. I wasn't quite sure why I was excluded. Pretty much what came down as the only way to figure it was that I am good friends with some people at the club that had a falling out with this woman after her husband had had his bad behavior because they wouldn't believe that he wasn't doing it. So it appears that I am collateral damage. I never picked a side since I didn't know a darn thing about it, but because I am good friends with people who did pick a side (not her husband's) then I am guilty by association.<br />
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So I decided I wasn't going to let it get me down and have planned a swell party of my own, with some other group of friends. But as I've been getting ready for it, Ive been getting increasingly stressed and emotional. I think today I figured out why. I don't like being left behind. My mother left when I was young. All my college friends married well before me and had kids well before me. I was getting left behind. I didn't embrace opportunities, rather I let it make .me miserable until I found someone to love and marry and have children. <br />
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So my best guess is that I am feeling left behind since most of my fitness friends will be at this party. They all know I wasn't invited and don't know why. I guess I live in fear that they will drift away from me just when I'm getting a foot back into the world of health and I NEED them for motivation. Maybe they will all have a good laugh that I was upset about it. Who knows. <br />
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So initially I was berating myself that I was just being stupid for being upset that I wasn't invited to a party. I'm not a teenager for crying out loud!! I was sweating the small stuff! But it wasn't about the party. It wasn't about the girl throwing the party. It was about my own fear. The voices that tell me I'm not good enough or I would have been invited. <br />
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My party will be great. I will have a blast. But I still wish I didn't have to feel this way. Jodiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15630336513125354615noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-660289590307824081.post-47750188524677597722016-02-21T14:23:00.002-06:002016-02-21T14:23:32.094-06:00You need to be You, I need to be me...I ran into a friend yesterday at the Oscar Shorts Festival. I hadn't seen her in a long while and the last communication we had was regarding how I was going to stop inviting her over to do things, because every time she turned me down. It was an honest conversation. I told her I am still her friend, but I couldn't continue feeling rejected. She accepted that so well and explained she just isn't a people person like that and she really likes keeping to herself.<br />
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When we were chatting about that yesterday, I said something that was rather profound, but so full of truth. I told her "You need to be who you are and do what you need for you, and I need to be me and do what I need for me." It was kind of a cathartic moment. I thought about it and realized that noone should try to be what I need them to be for ME. I think I get caught up in that a lot. If they loved me they would.... If they really cared they would have.... <br />
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My sister in law once told my brother when he asked her to tone down a bit (she's quite gregarious and a fashion plate) in front of our family and she told him "You be you, and I'll be me"<br />
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Why is this so hard for people. <br />
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I am thoughtful. I think about people all the time. I'm a people pleaser. But that is not every one. Everyone should not have to be like me. I wish that someday I will meet someone like me. Someone who send flowers to a friend just to let her know you were thinking about her. Someone who calls me from a store because something I mentioned was on sale and would she like me to pick it up for her. The little things..<br />
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But for now, I will be making more efforts at accepting people for who they are and not who I want them to be towards me. I think there will be freedom in that. Freedom to be exactly who I want to be and not trying to make myself into what I think others want me to be.<br />
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<br />Jodiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15630336513125354615noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-660289590307824081.post-71443902236430447832016-02-18T17:49:00.001-06:002016-02-18T17:49:34.825-06:00Setting Goals for the yearI've been binge free for almost 2 months now. Also haven't had Diet Coke for the same period of time. Things are moving along.<br />
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Based on my prior weight loss, I am setting a goal to be 10 pounds less each month this year. Now, that first time I lost 100 lbs, sometimes I lost 12 lbs in a month and some times I lost 4lbs, but in ended up averaging about 10 lbs per month, so as long as I stay ahead of the game, I'll be okay. Since I lost 14.4lbs in January, I was already 4.4 ahead. I've already reached 20lbs, so anything else for the rest of the month gets applied towards next months goal. Roll over pounds!! LOL<br />
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So this is how it should look. I started at 290 on January 1st<br />
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280 by February 1st (ACHIEVED)<br />
270 by March 1st (ACHIEVED)<br />
260 by April 1st<br />
250 by May 1st<br />
240 by June 1st<br />
230 by July 1st<br />
220 by August 1st<br />
210 by September 1st<br />
200 by October 1st<br />
190 by November 1st <br />
180 by December 1st<br />
170 by January 1st, 2017<br />
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I turned down the opportunity to do more projects at my job. I thought about it, and just decided that while the project was perfect for me, the company is not, and I have some issues with staff, which is why I left to start with. Things have been going so well being home and getting to the gym every day, I kind of don't want to mess that up!!<br />
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<br />Jodiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15630336513125354615noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-660289590307824081.post-1278114117280866962016-02-13T18:57:00.002-06:002016-02-13T18:57:23.354-06:00Fighting the Winter BluesThe last few weeks I have been blue. Not so bad that I haven't been eating well or working out, because I've been nearly perfect in that regards, but still bad enough that I just want to sleep. I think partly it is because of the winter. It's February - cold - still dark... I took my daughter for a walk in her stroller the other day and nearly froze my face off. (Of course I started singing "I can't feel my face when I'm with you...but I like it, but I like it!..." )<br />
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I don't like feeling on edge. I don't like feeling that I could at any moment throw the towel in. I like feeling strong, confident and unshakeable. <br />
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I did have a compliment from a guy today I've never met. During our BodyPump class the instructor, and my friend, made comment to the fact that I had just gotten out of a dance class. At the end of the class, this guy Blaine comes up to me and says "You did a class before this? Wow - I don't think I could do that!" It's a nice feeling when I hear something like that.<br />
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So I trudge on...hoping to beat this funk sooner than later. Jodiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15630336513125354615noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-660289590307824081.post-76150784917785807392016-02-12T08:53:00.001-06:002016-02-12T08:53:06.792-06:00Why do we give up on goals?A good friend of mine, who is very successful in life is working on getting fit with her fiancee. She runs a blog and a Facebook page. She asked her trainer what he thought made people give up on goals. He said that it was because "often people don't love themselves enough to keep themselves high on the priority list."<br />
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In some cases this may be the case, but I responded to my friend that:<br />
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<span><span></span><span data-ft="{"tn":"K"}"><span class="UFICommentBody"><span>With
health goals, especially losing weight, the return on investment is
SLOW. You can eat well everyday, drink water, exercise 6 days a week
and you may only lose 1 lb in that week. It can be very frustrating and
make you want to give up. It takes a lot of physical and mental
energy for every pound you lose.</span></span></span></span><br />
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<span><span data-ft="{"tn":"K"}"><span class="UFICommentBody"><span>Physical AND mental energy. AND time. The trifecta working against anyone trying to lose weight.</span></span></span></span><br />
<span><span data-ft="{"tn":"K"}"><span class="UFICommentBody"><span> Without one of them, we are pretty much doomed!</span></span></span></span>Jodiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15630336513125354615noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-660289590307824081.post-22282927855902505672016-02-09T17:32:00.001-06:002016-02-09T17:32:41.519-06:00Stepping UpI did BodyStep for the first time in over 3 years yesterday. Well - 35 minutes of an hour long class. I then took BodyFlow for an hour. <br />
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Initially I wasn't going to go to BodyStep or Shbam or any class that makes me fully aware of how big I am. I mean I feel it in BodyFlow, but it's not my belly jiggling around at all! I'm not sure what changed in my brain, but I just decided to DO IT. When I initially starting blogging years ago, one of the things that I tried to focus on was NOT worrying about what other people thought. If I sweat a lot, SO WHAT! If my face turns as red as a beat, SO WHAT! If it's a little harder for me to do things, SO WHAT! The point is that I'm doing it. It's calories burnt, muscles gained. <br />
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The truth is my knees really hurt by the end of the day after that. But I hadn't done it in so long, so shouldn't I have expected as much? I felt better today. And I went to BodyPump. It would be so easy to just say "I hurt" and not go. But that's a slippery slope.<br />
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I've been on a plateau lately and it's frustrating and I'm adding things in to try to jolt my body into losing again. But overall I'm doing well, continuing to move forward.<br />
<br />Jodiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15630336513125354615noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-660289590307824081.post-19106684371751767872016-02-05T22:28:00.004-06:002016-02-05T22:28:33.912-06:00It's not depriving myself if I don't want it<br />
I've been having a lot of success lately in turning down food. Even tonight, at a birthday party, I turned down a piece of Portillo's chocolate cake. Now, if you aren't from this geographic area, you may not know how good and rich and moist this cake is. The restaurant actually makes a chocolate shake out of this cake, it's that good! <br />
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Some may say I shouldn't deprive myself of treats, but I can honestly say that, as much as I LOVE chocolate cake, I didn't really want it. I worked out twice today (dance and yoga) and I really didn't want to undo all of that hard work for a few minutes of eating cake. I am thankful that there were no food "pushers" at this party. They understand what I'm trying to do and don't want to sabotage my efforts.<br />
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I don't always deprive myself. Yesterday, I made cookies with my girls and ate 2 of them. I was not having the best day, and I am well aware that is probably why I ate the cookies. However, I had no guilt about it. I texted a friend and told her that was the first pure sugary treat that I have had in over a month. I have no shame about it.<br />
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And I have no shame turning down food. There is no law written that says "Thou must eat everything that is offered to you!"<br />
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I read somewhere that when you are working on something like weight loss and you start to flounder or think about floundering, that you should ask yourself if your goal is important to YOU. If it is, then that might give you the strength to pull yourself together. If it's not that important, you'll probably just give in.<br />
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Losing weight IS important to me. I lost myself the last few years to depression and grief. But I'm finding myself again, and part of that includes losing weight. It IS important. *I* am important. That chocolate cake is NOT.<br />
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So, if people say "You shouldn't deprive yourself of every treat", I will say I don't and I won't. If the food is that important to me, I will eat it. But right now, at least for today, I don't want my cake and I don't want to eat it. Jodiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15630336513125354615noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-660289590307824081.post-21236932500044187802016-02-01T15:52:00.000-06:002016-02-01T15:52:07.354-06:00ModificationsI used to be very embarrassed to modify the workouts in class that I do. I felt like the "bad student" or the "cheater" because I wasn't doing it the way the instructor was asking us to do it.<br />
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However, now I modify as I need to because only I know what's best for my body. Sometimes that means wall pushups, or it means having my feet down doing ab work instead of over my hips. I'm not trying to cheat. I'm just trying to keep my workout from hurting my body and even keeping me from hating it. <br />
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For instance - Dips. I hate them, mostly because I can't do them. My triceps just can't dip my body weight. So I do overhead extensions. It's still a tricep workout. If I keep trying and failing at doing dips, I'm going to get so discouraged that I'll throw in the towel. So I modify. I do what is going to keep me going. Because if I get injured or burnt out, then no good can come from that.Jodiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15630336513125354615noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-660289590307824081.post-57594053075464653542016-01-31T07:03:00.001-06:002016-01-31T07:03:57.962-06:00January 2016 in review:<div data-contents="true">
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<span data-offset-key="4rcan-0-0"><span data-text="true">It was a good month: </span></span></div>
<div class="_45m_ _2vxa" data-block="true" data-offset-key="5r06m-0-0">
<span data-offset-key="5r06m-0-0"><span data-text="true">I worked out 24 days out of 31 (including a couple of doubles)</span></span></div>
<div class="_45m_ _2vxa" data-block="true" data-offset-key="fl280-0-0">
<span data-offset-key="fl280-0-0"><span data-text="true">I lost 14.8 lbs</span></span></div>
<div class="_45m_ _2vxa" data-block="true" data-offset-key="775ir-0-0">
<span data-offset-key="775ir-0-0"><span data-text="true">I lost a couple of inches from my waist, hips, thighs</span></span></div>
<div class="_45m_ _2vxa" data-block="true" data-offset-key="775ir-0-0">
<span data-offset-key="775ir-0-0"><span data-text="true">I lost an inch from my chest</span></span></div>
<div class="_45m_ _2vxa" data-block="true" data-offset-key="775ir-0-0">
<span data-offset-key="775ir-0-0"><span data-text="true">I lost 1/2 inch from my wrist and my calf</span></span></div>
<div class="_45m_ _2vxa" data-block="true" data-offset-key="775ir-0-0">
<span data-offset-key="775ir-0-0"><span data-text="true"> for some reason my arm did not lose anything</span></span></div>
<div class="_45m_ _2vxa" data-block="true" data-offset-key="66nvv-0-0">
<span data-offset-key="66nvv-0-0"><span data-text="true">Success!!</span></span></div>
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Jodiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15630336513125354615noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-660289590307824081.post-91284670958827478322016-01-28T16:04:00.002-06:002016-01-28T16:04:54.139-06:00Girly troublesSometimes I can't wait for menopause. I know it brings its own problems, but I've never been comfortable with the bleeding. For years it didn't bother me too much because my body was so messed up from my binge eating that I would go 6 months or more without a period. But when I eat right, I ovulate normally and am more like clockwork.<br />
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I am emotional and want to binge, but I've been in control... <br />
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Working out is never fun for me on my period. And today my worst fear realized. We were doing some ab work where we did leg extensions, and I felt it...knew it had leaked. I turned over, saw the blood on the white white towel, and promptly got up and ran to the ladies.... Grrr....<br />
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Sure this is TMI - but this blog is for that...for stuff I don't always say out loud, but think. About the embarrassing moments..the trials, tribulations and all that...<br />
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I'm doing well....will give the stats on February 1st.Jodiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15630336513125354615noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-660289590307824081.post-68251966113164391002016-01-24T14:33:00.000-06:002016-01-24T14:33:11.971-06:00Swimming is exhaustingThere is nothing as exhausting to me in exercising than swimming. Not muscle aching tired, just a sweeping lethargy that comes over my whole body a couple of hours after a swim. A "I want to take a nap" kind of tiredness.<br />
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It's Oscar Season which is kind of my favorite time of the year. Yesterday I watched 4 of the 8 Best Picture nominations. <br />
Room: Disturbing and Sad but very very well acted<br />
Brooklyn: A lovely lovely film.<br />
Spotlight: It's fantastic, but I wonder if I would love it as much if I didn't live near Boston at the time<br />
Revenant: Worthy of the praise it's getting. I LOVED seeing Leo in a movie like this. <br />
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The other two I've seen<br />
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Mad Maxx: Fury Road: At first I was like, "What the heck IS this movie", but then I really did appreciate it as a film. <br />
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The Martian: I love Matt Damon. I prefer him as Jason Bourne to anything else, but he puts a good turn in here. I was underwhelmed, but I did enjoy the movie.,<br />
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So I have two left to see for Best Picture: Bridge of Spies and the Big Short<br />
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Then I also want to see:<br />
Trumbo<br />
Steve Jobs (on video Feb 2)<br />
The Danish Girl<br />
Carol<br />
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I am seeing all the Oscar Shorts on Feb 20th. I'm hosting an Oscar viewing party this year. I have attended one for the past 3 years but for some reason I didn't make the cut for invitation this year. I was sad for a bit, but then I said to myself "Just throw your own". So I am. And I think for the first time in my life, every person I've invited has said yes! I'm excited!!<br />
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I'm still maintaining my streak of losing weight...I'm due for Aunt Flo any day now, so that might start to creep again. Jodiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15630336513125354615noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-660289590307824081.post-36559446291507456312016-01-21T16:45:00.001-06:002016-01-21T16:45:57.183-06:00DiagnosisSo apparently I have something wrong with my patella femoral muscle. Like I thought, I was overcompensating and also might have been having my knee cave in while working out putting pressure on that muscle.<br />
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It hurts, but I can mostly work out okay. <br />
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I'm doing well with food and I've cut out Diet Coke again. I haven't even really thought about diet coke in 3 weeks which is a good thing. I have always believed in the connection between my binge eating and drinking Diet Coke. When I lost weight the first time, I was off Diet Coke for a year. Then my dad got sick, I got tired and needed a caffeine boost....then I gained weight because I started binge eating again.<br />
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Past is past though and I need to look forward to the future...<br />
<br />Jodiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15630336513125354615noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-660289590307824081.post-24650670335000133522016-01-19T08:12:00.003-06:002016-01-19T08:12:36.401-06:00Knee Deep in Trouble...I'm going for a consult today regarding my knee, which has been in a lot of pain since I started working out a few weeks ago. One of the trainers think I may have been overcompensating for my ankle (that I broke over a year ago and still baby), but it's still hurting. My friend is a physical therapist, so before I go into ortho to take xrays, I'm going to see her to see what she thinks.<br />
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It doesn't impede my workouts too much, but sometime stretching is impossible if I have to kneel on the ground to do it.<br />
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Otherwise everything is pretty great. Feeling motivated still. Trying to encourage my other friends who are wanting to be healthier this year. <br />
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I just wish it weren't so darn cold!!!!Jodiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15630336513125354615noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-660289590307824081.post-87626226368022974142016-01-17T22:18:00.003-06:002016-01-17T22:18:30.054-06:00On a Roll...I've been on a pretty good roll...I've exercised 14 out of 17 days so far this month. I've been eating well and some pounds are coming off. I'll do a monthly recap on the 1st of February with all the stats of numbers. <br />
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I don't find it hard when my head is in the game. In fact it's pretty easy. Keep a routine, keep the pattern..it works. It's when I deviate. even in a small way, that I have problems. Eating later than usual, or something different than usual. Somehow that messes me up. I need predictability to do the best I can.<br />
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Are curveballs going to come? Of course. Will I slip up? Probably - the likelihood is great. But I'm going to embrace the moment right now when my head IS in the game and I AM doing well. One day at a time is the only way to get through this.<br />
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<br />Jodiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15630336513125354615noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-660289590307824081.post-29763223611140307372016-01-13T08:13:00.000-06:002016-01-13T08:13:05.227-06:00I know EXACTLY what to do!So in August I was 11 weeks into my weight loss had loss 31 lbs and then something derailed me. We had a lot of stress. We were potentially moving back to the east coast and there were realtors and painters and research into towns and schools, and then....we weren't. We turned down an offer that should have been better than what it was. The company my husband was going to move back to wouldn't budge on salary. It would have moved us closer to family which is worth a lot, but after a lot of back and forth, we decided to stay in Illinois. A state I have never loved, but for better or worse, in the last 8 years has become my home.<br />
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Anyhow I derailed, and gained back the 31 lbs that I had lost. 11 weeks of hard work done. Oh well..<br />
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It's a new year and I've started off with a bang. The first few days of January were rough, but I'm in it now, my heads in the game and I'm down 7.5 lbs so far. <br />
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I quit my job to stay home with my daughter. When I went back to work over a year ago, I NEEDED to. I had such depression after my father passed combined with probably some post partum, and I really needed to be out doing something. But, work got more miserable and it just wasn't worth it. I wasn't getting to the gym enough. My husband was traveling a lot more and it just became impossible for the kids to do any extra curricular activities. So when it looked like we were moving, I quit, and except for a few projects I have been working on from home, I am staying quit.<br />
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So I'm back to the grind. Working out, eating well...doing EXACTLY what I did before. Because when you lose 100 lbs, you know exactly what to do. So I just need to do it! Blogger becomes less important because I've kind of experienced it all before. All the first time ouches and amazements, but I'll still check in, because blogging was a BIG part of the first 100 lbs. <br />
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I'm still in contact with all the amazing gym friends I made and have been this whole time. They are huge supporters. In fact, my one friend Judy, when I didn';t make it to the gym in time to get a pass, (because I was in another class) went up to the instructor (who is also my friend) and said she couldn't kick me out, and that she would leave before I was kicked out!! That's having my back. I wouldn't have let her, because I would have felt terrible, but still what a great thought!!<br />
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Anyhow, that's an update on life! Here's a recent snapshot at us at Disneyworld, my favorite happy place!<br />
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<br />Jodiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15630336513125354615noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-660289590307824081.post-56100250867887315192015-08-12T21:20:00.000-05:002015-08-12T21:20:12.083-05:0011 Weeks - 77 daysI'm down 31 lbs so I'm still averaging 2.82 lbs per week, which is great.<br />
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I'm not getting as much working out in as I'd like, but I'm getting some. People are really starting to notice my weight loss now, which is a positive thing and helps keep me motivated.<br />
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77 days with no diet coke, with only a couple of binges. I'm feeling mostly strong these days.<br />
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I still wonder what it is that makes me wake up one day and be motivated, but the 2 1/2 years worth of days before that I had nothing...not a care to be motivated, not a care what I looked like or what I ate. (and this was after losing 100 lbs and gaining it all back!!)<br />
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Mystery of life I suppose!Jodiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15630336513125354615noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-660289590307824081.post-40579780229589595772015-08-05T06:57:00.002-05:002015-08-05T06:57:41.585-05:0010 Week MarkDay #70. 10 Weeks. Total lost: 28.2 lbs. Which averages about 2.82lbs per week. It feels good. People are starting to notice the loss, which is a great feeling. It's a tough cycle since you aren't doing it for anyone but yourself, but the comments feel really good and satisfying! <br />
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I'm certainly losing differently than the last time. The first time I lost all the weight, I felt I was losing it in my butt first, but this time I'm losing it from my calves and torso. (which I prefer to go first! LOL)<br />
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It's tough squeezing in that exercise, but I'm getting there a couple of times per week. I took a bike ride with my daughter on Sunday, which was also very nice!<br />
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I'll keep checking in. Noone on my blog roll has posted in a while! I hope you all are doing well!Jodiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15630336513125354615noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-660289590307824081.post-20172708099297769912015-07-31T07:26:00.003-05:002015-07-31T07:26:33.342-05:00Two Months In...I've been at this for two full calendar months now...9 weeks. I am down 27.8 lbs from where I've started. <br />
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First month: Down 14.5 lbs<br />
Second Month: Down 13.3lbs<br />
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This is definitely faster than I've lost before and I'm actually exercising less than I did the first time around. Maybe the difference is that this weight has only been on me for 2 years rather than 32 years like it was before...we will see if the trend continues.<br />
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I've been doing well...work is going well..the kids are doing well!<br />
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Hope anyone who is still reading me is doing well! Leave a comment! Jodiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15630336513125354615noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-660289590307824081.post-37674229667334288912015-07-24T20:58:00.002-05:002015-07-24T20:58:37.962-05:00Almost to halfway to my first goalMy goal right now is to not be bigger than a baby elephant again. That requires me to be under 250 lbs. I'm almost halfway to that first goal. <br />
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I'll be honest - I was 302 lbs when I started the journey again. I was down to 190.5 before I got pregnant and all hell broke loose. So in 3 1/2 years, I gained 110 lbs. So I'm at 278 right now, which isn't so bad. I've lost 24 lbs so far. I've got 28 to go to reach that first goal Nothing to sneeze at. <br />
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All is going well. I keep thinking I want to start running again....maybe soon...Jodiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15630336513125354615noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-660289590307824081.post-43343738901865077062015-07-21T20:33:00.002-05:002015-07-21T20:33:50.842-05:00Can't the scale just move already??I'm 8 weeks in tomorrow and this last couple of weeks have been a hellish "When is it going to go down" time.<br />
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Well, for 8 weeks I have not had any Diet Coke. It has really helped my cravings tremendously (although I still could eat 10 bananas and not blink)!<br />
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In truth, I've been fluctuating all over the place since July 4th (right when I joined the fitness center and started working out).<br />
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Since then I have lost a whopping .7 lbs. So .7 lbs in 17 days - that's crazy!!! <br />
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I have lost 21.2 lbs in 8 weeks though which is 2.65 lbs per week - which is very respectable. I just don't like it fluctuating...I like to see it go down and down and down! Of course, many will say, don't weigh yourself everyday and it won't affect you. Well I could do that, but I probably would always be bloated on the days I weigh myself!! LOL. I love seeing the curved graph of weight loss. It motivates me. <br />
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When I lost the 100 lbs before - I did it over the course of 14 months which is about 1.666 lbs per week. So if I keep it all in perspective, I'm doing just fine!Jodiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15630336513125354615noreply@blogger.com0